Finally married and living with my husband. Alhamdulilaah.
Today is the big day.. Allahumma sahhil
In shaa Allaah ill be seeing my husband in 4 days. It’s been a long 7 months. And wedding in a week. Allaahumma sahhil omorna wa baarik lana.
Assalamualikum wa rahmatu Allaahi wa barakatuh
I want to apologize for not answering anything in a very long time. I’ve been busy lately. In shaa Allaah I will be answering some [I can’t do all] of the questions throughout the day before things get really really busy next week.
Baraka Allaahu feekum for your patience.
One of my brothers graduated high school about a week ago and the other one just graduated elementary school today. Subhana Allaah they grow up so fast. And I cried like an idiot at the graduation because I know I won’t be here when they start college and junior high. Emotions emotions.
My brother and my best friend both graduated high school today. Subhana Allaah how time flies. I’m genuinely so happy for them. May Allaah continue to grant them success in their lives. Allaahumma ameen.
Wow. Time is flying by- I said I’d write a post every once in a while but it’s been about 40 days since the first post. Every time I try to even write out a little bit of what I’m feeling, I just can’t continue.
My mom thinks I’m depressed. She says that brides are usually excited and can’t wait to get married and leave. Of course I’m excited- I love my hubby so much and I’m looking forward to a lifetime with him in shaa Allaah. But I can’t help but be sad. My heart breaks knowing that I’ll be leaving the place and people I grew up with. The people closest and dearest to my heart. Maybe I’m just an overly emotional person; or maybe it’s my strong attachment to the familiar and comforting surrounding that I’ve formed over the past 13 years. Or maybe it’s both?
I guess I’m just sad that things won’t ever be the same- and maybe that’s good- but that’s not something I’m used to. I’m not used to change. I’m not comfortable with it no matter how much I say I want/need change. I know I’ll look back on this a few years from now [if I live that long] and laugh at myself for being so dramatic- but as of right now, this is how I’m dealing [or not] with my feelings.
May Allaah make things easy and bless us in our marriage.
I think I’m going to make a blog of my time in Saudi Arabia in shaa Allaah. It’ll be a good way to keep track of everything.
88 degrees. May Allaah swt protect us from the heat of hellfire.